忧郁浪漫的一天

忧郁浪漫的一天

剧作家：海岛

献给杰曼·瓦伦蒂娜

在我左边的是杜拉斯古堡，它由某种石头建筑而成，米黄色，间或夹杂一些墨黑色，这是时间缓慢流过的痕迹，古老的象征。我穿一件连裤黑色皮衣，紧裹身姿，乌发打了两个结，披肩洒下，这种类似赫柏风格的气质，会使我更加散发自由的，流浪的，近乎气味的气质。怎么说呢，有的男人说它很清纯，因为年轻，有的男人说它时髦，因为有个性，我更接受后者的观点，因为我自觉是个有独特个性的女人。虽然，生活充满冒险精神，工作有时令我失去个性，但我骨子里的浪漫、自由、独立精神，是不会轻易失去的。

我的黑色皮靴踏在柔软的草地上，眼神忧郁，视线仿佛与这古老城堡的沧桑融合在一起。我孤独自我的慢慢行走，望着黄昏残阳，越来越有种未名的悲伤，因为我的家庭不和睦，父母也不理解我。我想要有个能理解我的男朋友就好了，他可以在这里给我拍摄一些照片，作为守护者，当我处于人群中的时候，不孤独，可以放肆的呵呵大笑。就像电影里的情节那样，女主角总是笑容满脸，身处幸福中，却不明白这种故事里的爱情，很难获得，爱一个人和被一个人爱总是很难的。

当我望见草地上飘荡着数只蝴蝶，我在想，总有某些蝴蝶会飞入城市里，它们多么无知啊，不知道人类社会里充满危险，自私的人，和缺乏同情心的人，他们会像小孩子一样欺负一条狗或一只猫，而真正善良的人，往往历经生活的苦难，年逾老年，但他们也没权利，管不了年轻人间的矛盾冲突。

或许，是我渴望永远年轻，永远健康，永远活下去吧！

所以我才会对所有脆弱的生命，动物，但愿它们也能与我们人类一样永远活着。

我的思想长着翅膀，漫无目的的遐想着，经过旁边的古老墙壁，踏出一扇空缺的石门，驻足城堡外的山路上，我望见坡下是一块翠绿色的湖泊，黄昏的光照落，把城堡的影子印在湖面上，有数只天鹅游荡在湖水里，自由嬉戏，自由自在，它们似乎并不知道，当人类圈养它们的时候，只等时辰一到，就赐予它们死亡，成为餐桌上的食物。所以它们现在应该是快乐的，不受人打扰的，就像小孩子，他们永远不理解死亡的含义。

我选择在一块凸出的泥土坡地上坐了下来，静静注视着湖水，感叹蝴蝶与天鹅脆弱的生命。而我其实又有多么快乐呢，为了一种事业，一份工作，我也像忙碌的蚂蚁，勤劳的蜜蜂，但这是我需要的么？我需要的仅仅是无忧无虑的活下去而已。但是我如果不去工作，缺乏理想，我会连所谓的快乐生活也失去。所以，为了快乐的代价，就是我们必须花时间努力学习与工作。所谓快乐，它或许是游戏，包括散步、听歌、足球、打牌、走棋、看书、游戏……只不过随着科技的进步，我们人类的游戏已经转为电脑游戏了而已。

好了，我的思维漫游完了，该回到那个不幸福的家庭里了，看来，为了娱乐，我该买一条宠物狗，与一条狗玩一个属于成年人的幽默的游戏。

A Melancholic and Romantic Day

Writer: Island

Dedicated to Germaine Valentina

On my left is the Duras Castle, which is made of some stone, beige, with some black ink, which is the trace of time slowly flowing, and the symbol of antiquity. I wear a black leather jacket, which is tight, and my black hair is tied into two knots, and the shawl is scattered. This temperament similar to Heber's style will make me more free, wandering, and almost smelly. How to say it, some men say it is very pure because of youth, and some men say it is fashionable because of personality. I accept the latter's point of view more, because I feel that I am a woman with a unique personality. Although life is full of adventurous spirit, work sometimes makes me lose my personality, but the romantic, free, and independent spirit in my bones will not be lost easily.

My black leather boots stepped on the soft grass, my eyes were melancholy, and my sight seemed to merge with the vicissitudes of this ancient castle. I walked slowly and alone, looking at the setting sun, and I felt more and more unnamed sadness, because my family was not harmonious and my parents did not understand me. I want to have a boyfriend who understands me. He can take some photos for me here. As a guardian, when I am in the crowd, I am not lonely and can laugh unbridled. Just like the plot in the movie, the heroine is always smiling and happy, but she doesn't understand that the love in this story is hard to get. It is always hard to love someone and be loved by someone.

When I saw several butterflies floating on the grass, I thought that there would always be some butterflies flying into the city. How ignorant they are. They don't know that human society is full of dangers, selfish people, and people who lack sympathy. They will bully a dog or a cat like a child, and the truly kind people often experience the hardships of life and are over old age, but they have no right to manage the conflicts between young people.

Perhaps, I want to be forever young, healthy, and live forever!

So I hope that all fragile lives and animals can live forever like us humans.

My thoughts have wings, and I daydream aimlessly. I pass the ancient wall next to me, step out of an empty stone door, and stop on the mountain road outside the castle. I see a green lake below the slope. The light of dusk falls, and the shadow of the castle is printed on the lake. There are several swans wandering in the lake, playing freely and freely. They don't seem to know that when humans keep them in captivity, they will only wait for the time to come and give them death and become food on the table. So they should be happy now, undisturbed, just like children, they will never understand the meaning of death.

I chose to sit down on a protruding mud slope, quietly watching the lake, sighing at the fragile life of butterflies and swans. And how happy am I actually? For a career, a job, I am also like a busy ant, a hardworking bee, but is this what I need? All I need is to live without worries. But if I don't go to work and lack ideals, I will lose even the so-called happy life. Therefore, the price of happiness is that we must spend time studying and working hard. So-called happiness may be games, including walking, listening to music, football, playing cards, chess, reading, games... It's just that with the advancement of technology, our human games have turned into computer games.

Well, my mind has finished wandering, and it's time to return to that unhappy family. It seems that for entertainment, I should buy a pet dog and play a humorous game for adults with a dog.